Weight in my chest
like an anchor overboard
All the things I've needed
have always been ignored
The tears I've released
have stained so many sheets
I can't help but think I'm worthless,
& all I know is defeat
My soul can't bare
another... – by Sam Bro | 5 Views added 3 months ago
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She has to do drugs if she wants to have "friends"
but they'll only want her around for the parties, she pretends
She's ok, that she's not addicted
but when the bag is empty,
she feels so conflicted.
She doesn't feel like she needs it
but she... – by Sam Bro | 2 Views added 3 months ago
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I scream and scream
being pushed under the surface
what have I done? Do I seriously deserve this?
I rush around, gasping to breathe,
everyone's playing their part so well
Seeming to accomplish everything with ease
Why is it so hard for me?
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The first night that we met
felt like I had always known you.
I could feel the fear you'd get
Scared to meet someone new
Not scared of what they might do
well, maybe you were,
scared they'd see through your shit
& expose you,
deep down that... – by Sam Bro | 1 View added 3 months ago
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How much of yourself are you ok with losing?
Are hurtful words always worse than the sight of some bruising?
Do you like feeling numb?
Do you always succumb
to the struggles of life,
while everyone hoards happiness,
not even leaving you a... – by Sam Bro | 6 Views added 4 months ago
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What if I took extra precautions
& took extra care of myself,
would that make a difference?
I guess my skin is taking a hit, of course,
the best I've ever felt about it yet
I still hate my appearance.
Hit rock bottom, suddenly everyone's... – by Sam Bro | 2 Views added 4 months ago
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we go again, you're starting your bitching
Gotta big head, talkin' like you're on some kind of mission.
I promise you it's not getting you any attention,
best thing for you to do is to stop fucking fishing.
You stay talkin' shit, is it for... – by Sam Bro | 2 Views added 4 months ago
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I wish I could remember what it was like
to feel like a kid again.
To feel carefree & silly,
getting in trouble for everything I did back then!
I always felt so lucky
they'd let us choose our own entertainment,
no supervision was kinda fucky,... – by Sam Bro | 3 Views added 4 months ago
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Cut holes in my heart, to start
Grab that barbed wire over there, sweetheart
Feed it through a hole in the blade,
turn the blade around,
introduce it to the holes he just made.
Pull the wire tighter
Dragging the blade through the tissue
All... – by Samantha O'Dell | 14 Views added 4 months ago
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This pain I feel is so deep I could die.
If I said I didn't miss you, well, that'd be a lie.
I'll never fully understand why you hate me
you wanted everything from me, but don't you dare call it dating!
One minute you're my very best friend,
in... – by Samantha O'Dell | 6 Views added 4 months ago
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When you're upset, how you really feel about me comes to light
You claim to have a high IQ,
but like a dying bulb,
you're not very bright.
You throw tantrums like an unruly child,
acting like you're the abused.
this shit is truly wild!
You... – by Samantha O'Dell | 3 Views added 4 months ago
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Who are all these monsters &
Where are they coming from?
I should really get rid of these demons,
is a monster what I've become?
It's not in my nature to be a nasty beast
but I always protect them, I'd fucking kill for these monsters, & that's... – by Samantha O'Dell | 4 Views added 4 months ago
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One day I hope you'll let me love you &
I'll let you love me, too.
Together we'd be unstoppable,
it's hard to believe but it's true.
I'll envelope you in love like you've never felt,
make you feel like a king & forget about
the unfair... – by Samantha O'Dell | 1 View added 4 months ago
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Why can't you love me?
What is it that I can't see?
I'm the only one who cares
That's how it feels usually
I crave the simple things
What joy brings
The freedom stings
This situation, I think
is toxic, I'm on the brink
of insanity
I need... – by Samantha O'Dell | 1 View added 4 months ago
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