Analysis of Pain

Pain how can I explain how deep it runs, for many years I've shed tears for reasons that were unreal. To make believe my life is full of love, and only you will find that pain lives long. Longer than the trees that God created. Longer than the seas that flow into a distance. Longer than my life that I live so slow. To open my eyes, and then I'll know the pain never ever goes! It hurts inside to know you're alone! All alone in this world, no boy without a girl! If you seek, you should never find what you thought you would. Only lies I despise, and I rightfully could! Who do I owe? Oh! I'll never know! Is there something I've done to deserve to be born? Is pain my life, my dreams, my soul? When tell me when will it ever, Ever go! I hope it could, I wish it could because the pain I feel is killing me slow!