Analysis of The time in spring

She came like the springs soft and beautiful
She was like the sun
I longing for her light
She made the flowers bloom
My heart ponder
She gave me light in my darkest times
Gave me hope in the saddest times

When she left it was  like the monsoon had come
Engulfing me in its darkness tearing me apart
She left like a wrecking ball
Breaking my heart
I wanted to live for her
 now i want to die because it hurts

Then came autumn
Shredding the leaves of my heart
It still hurt because i loved her
She left me out to dry and to rot

In the winter i was trying my best
In the cold i wished to forget

The time we spent and the feelings we had
Thinking about it hurt my chest
I was not ready i thought we were meant to be
You had other plans to not be with me
I just wish i forgot the time we had in spring