Analysis of Lost Of A Loved One

I live each day as a brand new start, until the news came that torn me apart, I wonder if you are truly happier now, I always think of when, where,why and of course how, the thoughts in my head and on my mind, I'm always wondering if the truth I will find, so many things and thoughts everyday, I can only hope and fall to my knees and pray, my heart starts pounding when I have a memory, my body is weak and I fall to my knee, look at all through my eyes, I never told the truth and only new lies, I get goosebumps when I think about the times, that we both new never to cross the lines, we'll be meeting again very soon, until we meet again it will always be trapped at quarter past noon, I love you all and this I hope, is that I will be finding it in my life on the best way that I know of how to cope.