Analysis of 1:32 am

I know you will read this
I want you to know I’ve been beating myself up since you left
there was nights I spent preventing myself from crying because I don’t want to part from you
but today I was in a whole different country
surrounded by new people and new beginnings
and I thought of you
it didn’t hurt, I didn’t feel overwhelmed with love for you
in fact I didn’t feel anything
there was a time when I thought I couldn’t live without your good morning text message
now I realize I will be more than okay without you
so how do you feel now that you know I’m no longer missing you?
that I’m no longer in love with you?
that I no longer listen to songs that remind me of you?
how do you feel knowing you aren’t my favourite notification anymore?