Analysis of Agonies forever

He wakes up to make better each day.
Still so anguish is he,he can't share or say
He fails as he tries to find better way
Married to agonies,with sufferings he lay.
Its becoming phenomenal,he oblique if cared someone may
Turning dark his life which days was grey

His love was just a mirrage for sure
No matter whatsoever be he kept himself pure
He believed his agony had no cure,
And started thinking rationally from the core.
To change society,to himself he swore.
Living for others,he is not anguish anymore.
The memoranda of past he did tore

None by his side he got it on his own
He scolds and motivates himself alone
He is now strong despite being alone for he is grown
What friendship meant fake friends have shown
All promised to help and care,but did none to whom he known!
He tried to regain his composure, found himself engulfed in thorn
He been used in times of need and after that thrown
He is used to immense sufferings so neither cries nor moarn.