Analysis of Strength/Faith

When I needed you the most I cursed you because at the time I could not believe in the existence of someone/something always questioned. Blinded by pain and fear deeply rooted in my soul, I chose to have faith in the unseen. I prayed for answers and directions, even though I believed I had no faith. On that day, your answers came shining through even though the choice I had to make would destroy me every day in my life until I learned to heal. Little did I know my faith was fully intact and stronger than ever. Since that day I have never again questioned your existence.