Analysis of Cosmic Arrival

When I am driven by the depth
The depth that I behold
I find not anything on my hold.

In order to make thine presence come up
I go for chanting with the uplifting tune played in the harp,
Yes! This does work,
Thee presence where thou art seated comes up, comes up.
But how fast does this happen to appear
       how fast does this dissolve into a far
      I cannot capture
      I cannot capture.