Analysis of Try!!

Why is it like, the person I love the most
is the reason for me getting lost?

The sun is about to set, along with my heart, which is full of grief.
But still fighting  and waiting for a happy summer's eve.  

There is a constant pain in my head?
But I won't allow my tear to shed,
'Keep trying, society, as much as u want, till ur greeds are fed.'

Everytime you look at me, I feel like a criminal;
And my fault being, wanting to be my controller,
Which is I guess minimal…

I am a human being
I have needs,
I have dreams,
I want to experience my fantasies.
But I think I am asking for too much,
Coz over here you even have to decide my breathing frequencies.

Just curious, what exact pleasure do u get by making me cry?
Trust me it's not that difficult to love me
'atleast give it a try!!