Analysis of Day 17 of trying to move on

Though you have not responded to my text I am still trying to make an appearance as a daughter,sister,and friend, Yet I still wonder what you are doing and how your days are going I just wish you would text me and tell me everything about your day, But you never do every once in a while I seem to catch myself looking at our pictures we took, I looked so happy it still surprises me, Now I’m stuck here wondering if you still smile the same when someone mentions my name or maybe you’ve moved on I’m sorry that I’ve been so stuck on you lately it’s just when I think of all the fun we had, I smile more you may have killed the butterflies in my stomach but the moment you text me they will come back but sadly temporarily.