Analysis of Until your old enough to understand I’ll be here.

I believe the only reason for my existence is you
The only thing keeping me holding on is you
The only reason I try is you
I only reason I endure the pain of life every day is you
The only reason I don’t give up is you
I have nothing, no friends, no money, no hobbies and that’s my fault
This world hasn’t been to easy on me, or I on it
 I would have left it 100 times already,
But Suicide is selfish and I could never knowingly hurt you
If it wasn’t for you.
You’re the best person I know
The smartest dam kid I know
If you don’t learn anything from my failures learn this:
Be yourself don’t give a fuck what anyone else thinks, don’t worry about trying to be the cool kid.
Be happy with your true friends, don’t miss out on finding them by trying to be popular.  
I did and those kids I tried so hard to impress are fucking LOSERS
And the kids I was friends with drifted away because I was too embarrassed to call them my friends for fear of not being liked by the popular kids.
I will continue to try, to at least give you the chances I didn’t have.
I long for the day I can explain my pain to you, so that I can finally leave and be in peace.