Analysis of jesus prayer. why me?

if i shall
from god's grace.
remember' this was the place.
that i fallen' from it all.
please' just take my hand.
and love me again.

i will fight in this land '
to make a stand.
for love,is the true.
that we see.

but for some' we just don't believe, in me.
why did god,
he choosed me?
for all the people, in this world.
it had to be me!

to carry this cross, alone!
 for the world, to see.
to fill this pain!
that i shared.
i done this, all alone.
why do i do this?
it's because.
i care!
i cried!
god, i must do this alone,
it had to be me,