SHE STOOD ME UP

I’ve watched movies, I’ve seen ladies, I’ve been a victim of the same situation in which I think I’m not wrong.
I’ve been crying for a long claiming that I’m alone yet it’d be better to have somebody that I can count on

I saw the period coming back again since so long ago
I’ve started stressing since she get me stood up for a moment when I stay on my phone waiting for her message but she’s always there posting pictures and not having a sec to say a word

She’s aware of how much I fall for but she’s not around
Maybe she takes my feelings for granted but I’m the one forcing.
Forcing with messages and I late replies .
Forcing with calls and not having a while for chats
Forcing with I love you when can’t say I back

That’s feeling drives me crazy even though I get no choice cause I’m love
I feel like I still her peace with my messages
I’d better understand that I’m not her type maybe she deserves more than me ...
Maybe I’m supposed to have tears.