The Lost Key

I lost the key once again,
The key to my space, of life and lust.
The key, that I always keep myself with;
Today  i fear, i lost it forever.

Can't imagine how she will react;
the mate i share my space with,
Voice and cries will shower my ears;
as it had ,the times before,
Or her dewy silence will mince my tender feelings,
For god sake, that never happened before.

We sought the lock and keys on a sunny day,
Beneath the shades of a PaPal tree;
The day that i will never forget,
Though it seems long gone by now.

We named the lock, the hope;
Guardian to my space
Keyed with faith and belief;
Hope holds my space alive.

Faith and belief my wings; of just and desire,
They float me across the valleys; of calm and peace.
Had lost the faith, many times before;
Regained from here or there
Coz she had belief; faith, found inside my space.

The lost and found game was on;
Can’t complain my possessiveness,
Yet the space stood opened for me;
Coz the belief, she always had.

Today belief no longer with her,
Am deserted with a key in my palm,
I found my space shut and myself lost;
Still can’t complain the possessiveness.

I fear, i lost the key forever; now i know
Why they call hope, a magical lock.