The Sister of Doubt



Yesterday my ego reached its own conclusion.
Tonight Doubt made herself at home.
I lit a candle by the side of her bed,
kissed her goodnight to remind myself
of my mother's lips.

The rain warms my nightmares.
My dreams are scared to have me.
Midnight condescends to live me.
The dawn pretends to smile at me.
Doubt is fast asleep.

Horus sits at a lonely bar.
Rah waits at the door.
Sleepless are their eyes.
I shine in the corner.
Codependency unearths a sigh.

I should probably leave the room now.
Silence is much too loud for Doubt.
Her mother, my wife, Departure
stands in the doorway.
Awaiting my filthy poverty lips.

We then make love on the kitchen sink.
I lift her legs and undress her abdomen.
Bite the bra loose, lick the nipple.
Insert my sex, wrestle myself inside her.
Nine months pass, Confidence is born.

About this poem

The Sister of Doubt is me, who broke up with my first love months ago, struggling with doubt and seeking comfort in warm memories of my mother. I battle with my nightmares and feelings of inferiority represented by the gods Horus and Rah. Doubt eventually falls asleep, allowing me to reflect on codependency and eventual encounter with Departure, who represents something that's always been by my side. The poem ends with me and Departure's intimate moment giving birth to Confidence, the sister of Doubt.  

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Written on October 26, 2023

Submitted by demondr_p on November 07, 2023

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Scheme AXXXB XCCCX XXXDX XXDXB XAXDX
Closest metre Iambic tetrameter
Characters 822
Words 175
Stanzas 5
Stanza Lengths 5, 5, 5, 5, 5

Demondré Pieterse

I'm an 18 year old boy who's struggled with letting go for as long as I can remember. For someone who hasn't lived that long, I've seen more than children ought to see. My father commited suicide two months before I was born. I was raised by a strong and confident mother who later fell in love with the wrong man. In many ways, I copied both my father's actions and pasted them on my life path... Becoming addicted to cigarettes as of recently and hating myself so much so that suicide seems to be the answer. However, through all of this poetry has been my therapist. I talk to her daily and I don't have to pay. I met her at age 15. She was there when I kissed my first love and she's here now, months after I let go of the first girl who dared to kiss me like my father. I will never stop writing. And I hope my poetry finds its way into soul. My name is Demondré. I write with my second name, passed down by my father, Morné. This is me being as authentic as I can. more…

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