Death Wish

Is it ok to wish for death
though I know it is uncertain
Will I be here to take the next breath
In  my grave, will my mother lay a wreath
 None of that is going to be a relish
Despite that I still have the death wish
 
It is wrong I know
But isn't it alright to let go
Let go of what you have close to your heart
let go of everything that hurts
Let go of sweet memories that is losing its grip
And forever peacefully sleep