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The sun is out
but there is only darkness
it tries to find a crack
to let its presence be seen
a child cries
but no one hears him
the deafening noise has ceased
but ringing ears are screaming
where am I?
but no answers come to mind
how did i get here?
still no answers
suddenly my brain is showing pictures
a movie is being played
and I am in it
A child is crying again
this time with more urgency
I hear him but cannot move
i reach out to try and help him
but instantly retreat in pain
i try to look around
but the darkness laughs
my memory is slowly coming back
i remember cooking in the kitchen
i remember the sirens and people screaming
then.....i am buried alive
my hopes of being helped, are diminishing
minute by minute there are no sounds
i then realize the baby is mine
but the crying has stopped
and so has the movie
why LORD...oh why